Thought of the day...

Should I start to blog again?

hmm....

:)

A special celebration :)

A special massage treatment :)
[love the idea~:P]

A special dream tonight :)

<3

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Michiko's New Year Resolution:

1. Observe, Learn fast, get stronger.
2. Eat healthy, exercise more!!!
3. Study on my ACCA papers, get it pass. All.
   
4. Work hard on my non-existent abs.
5. Save more, spent less.
6. Be patient! get calm.
7. Exercise!!!!! Reduce my bad cholesterol.
8. Appreciate the love from people around me more.
9. Learn and work on my Bahasa and english.
10. Exercise more More MORE!!!!

Wish list:

1. Wii
   
2. Designer's bag; CHANEL! BURBERRY!
   
3. Sunnies, a good one with UV protection.
4. Shoes, more shoes!!
5. Working bag.
6. New bible.
7. Blackberry/ Iphone
8. Purse
9. Cosmetic- MAC
   
10. Watches
    

A year of 2009 just passed like that! poof*
Graduated for my studies and back for good; Moved to new house a new area where I rarely been before but I'm comfortable with it now :); broke up and getting into relationship after half year or more; watching my vege-sista Mel's baby boy-JD grow and not to forget my fat chubby cute little newphew-Darren who now 1yr+ having 12kg's weight!!; registered as ACCA member to further my studies; involved more in church services, am now one of the officer of girl's brigates; brought my man to church and glad that he now a member of Christ:); had my own car, bought my camera and lappie!; working in an audit firm holding a super low and pathetic pay; gaining new friends and losing old one; missing Uni life and amoi and gangs :(

That's some recap I can think of lol!
Anyway, Happy 2010! hope I'm not too late~ CNY's coming soon woot!
Hunger for new year cloths now eh! shoes...bags...SHOPPING!!

xoxo

Adore

Was browsing videos in the youtube and found this dance group/school's dance video and they just simply amaze me!!
The passion in them...just wow!



*wipe saliva*
A sudden thought of joining dance class...MEH.
As if I got time to spare. Wts talking bout time....I left proximately 2months to my ACCA's paper.
.....................

and I'm heading to KL next week :P

For you,

I know you will read this.

When I say I need time, I really do mean it.
When I mean I need to think, please do let me be alone.
Don't keep on asking me to talk, when I don't know how.

Why are you keep pushing me hard?
I can't breath with your style of care.
You know what? We've change.

You was a good listener. That's when I ready to share.
I was amazed by your thoughts or solution. Even only a word or a question from your text.
It wakes me. Clearly seen.
You let me find my own path, but walk me out when I'm lost.
I like the way you let me be.
and hold my hand when I do need one.

But.

Now, you keep judging me on my own thoughts.
Keep on asking me question that I can't answer. Like 21097548735651234153 times.
I'm miserable.
You told me you like me. Then you love me.
The feeling is complicated. You don't know how.

You told me you were hurt when I share my miss of my ex.
You say you are unhappy with my feeling towards another guy.
and then started to pinpoint me saying that I've changed.
Just because I don't give an answer.
Just because you can't wait.
How do you expect me to share things that you'll be hurt?

I didn't ask you to stay. Because I'm not qualified to.
I told you to appreciates things you have, never try to lose it.
I did mentioned 9087638475612417 that I don't want to get into relationship now.
At least, now I don't.
I don't want to hurt anyone. I really don't. Specially I'm not ready. Yet.
My heart still pain. It hurts. Deeply.
I do really need times to heal, a scar still appear after all.
Please do understand and be respect. I'll appreciates that.

I know you cares. I do.
But why can't you do it like you use to be?
Be a silencer. Grab my hand when I need one?

Please stop the unstoppable questioning section like I'm having a conference.
Every move I make, you ask. Like every single time.
EVERY.SINGLE.TIME.
I just want to shout my feeling for anything. everything. Simple as that.
Just believe it. I might just simply want to post at my shout box. That's all.
Don't query me again.
I will share when I want.

Sorry If I've hurt you or being rude. I just don't want to repeat.
I'm just trying to tell you that I'm tired. Give me a break.
Please.

我想，

只要笑一笑，就没什么大不了。

Here here!!!!!

*waving hardly*
Well, here am I. wtf.

Been MIA for so damn long I know, and I'm so sorry.
Without internet connection this 6 month(gosh!!!) I'm as dumb as Mr. bean wtf I cant even give an updated character now, gees!

Grown fatter, and that's so true and I'm accepting it as my part of life. =.='''
(somebody please stop me)
So much thing(s), like a lot of ssssssss to say but I want to keep it till my next update =P

Bear me for another weeks or so, or maybe.
Just.

Muaksssss

xoxo

Quote of the day:

A person with outward courage dares to die.
A person with inward courage dares to live.

-Lao Tzu

Hey...

My Viva (final year project's presentation) is Tomorrow @.@
ops, is actually TODAY!!

My flu didn't gone like *poof* = = but seems getting better (I hope).
I'm the first presenter for the group tomorrow, I hope nothing goes wrong. *finger cross*

Anyway good luck to me~~~

............

Hardly getting myself sleep now sigh. Too excited or too worry?
Its now 1:26am @.@ I need to wake up at 8am. *gasp*

Baru

Update: Oh I just realise my last post was the 100. *at last*

New sem starts today and it's the final one.
I do hope everything goes well and fine as its the last to go. *praying hard*

Good thing is that..*ehem* all my class in this sem is in noon session!! Mind you, I'm a sleeper :D
*yawn*

Oh well, new sem, new start.
Good luck everyone. *muaks*

-Edited-

First day was great. =.= I think. Finished lecture within an hour (suppose to be 2 hr).
Used an hour to choose the attire for a 40 min class??Great.
Short sem's timetable is pack but short. Only 2 subj to take. Business Ethic and moral. Kinda bored. *yawn*
The only busy time is our VIVA, the final presentation. And it will be on next sat. Fuuh~

Watched "Disaster Movie" last night. It was the worst movie ever watch. Yuck.
Sorry, but true. I now rather spent it for other Malaysian movie. I guess.

Talk about movie, somewhat it does influence the young one. Or maybe only my house punya kid like that. Last week when I was back home.

Nephew: xiao gu, Lu deng lai liao ar?( little aunt, you just reach home?)
Me: Ya *wtf they speak hockean with me??* -fyi, I'm a foochow.
N: Oh...

N: Eh, xiao gu! Lu deng lai liao meh?(eh, lil aunt you already reach home?)
M: Ya lar. Wa baru deng lai bah. ( yes, I just reach home.)
N: oh..okok.

N: Eh, xiao gu lu di xi deng lai eh?jiak ba bueh? (Lil aunt, when u reach home?eaten?)
M: =_= ya ya ya, wa tao xin ga lu gong wa baru deng lai ma!! wa jia ba liao.
( ya, I just told you I come back and already eat.)
N: oh...okok. *pointing head with the finger like "oh, i rmb" that kind of gesture*
M: =____=
N: *giggles*
M:*wtf???*

N: Xiao gu!!! Lu deng lai liao???Jiak ba bueh?? (same like the above)
M: Oooiiii~~!! cho mi xu di di meng wa?wa ga lu gong liao ma!!
(why keep asking me the same quest?I already told you just now what)
N:*laughing* oh oh oh...*pointing head again*
M: *looks familiar like seen somewhere before*

few seconds later...I just recall that was from "money not enough2" the mother keep asking the same question to the eldest son. =____=

So, thinking continue the scene...

M: wa ga lu gong liao ma...wa jiak ba liao jiak ba liao jiak ba liao!! *pull my shirt up like the scene and slap my tummy* wa sibeh sibeh SIBEH ba AHHHH!!!
( I told you, I'd ate. I'd ate. I'd ate!! I'm very damn full)
N&M:*roll on the floor and laugh like hell*

=_______________________=

Why ar?
Is my family like that only or not? I'm worry wtf.

Back Home.

I'm

GOING

BACK

HOMETOWN.

AM

SO

HAPPY!!!


The more exciting and joyful thing is that, I'm going to meet my family tomorrow!! yay~ (they come here for holiday and decide to pack me back wtf but also yay~)
I'm going back back BACK. With the same exact flight v^.^v

No sitting alone in flight. No waiting alone in the boarding room. No upset alone due to the tragedy(wtf?) change of the flight time. No need worry for the luggage when you need emergentcy like *ehem*...go washroom. No eating McD alone (no need me pay also T-hee :D)

and I'm going to leave my princy behind T__T
Nebermind lar, will miss him more. Make him flu wtf.
(neh, ppl say if you miss that someone then that someone will sneeze like 3 times?so if I miss him alot like beach sand wtf then he will sneeze till got flu =____= eh why am I like this?)

*pack pack pack*

\(==)/

*yawn*

Day 3:

Wake up at noon again. Great. I think.
Nothing to eat in the fridge. I hungry T___T. Say NO to maggie please. Very. very irritating.
Wonder should order pizza delivery or dominos. Yum.
Few sets of drama in my Pc, thinking which to start. first. or maybe all together?No,wait. PB and GG. Eh, Heroes out too. Now, I sound busy. yay~~ (boo Orz)

Amoi is a liar. She say will go sing k in this few days. Still, not getting any call from her yet. T__T ya, only 2 of us, the leftover. (double boo:/) our kaki already grad what to do.
Fyi, we used to sing on every wednesday. The "sing-k" day. you know~
And the leftover one. never step in the BOX for the whole sem after the kaki left. WHOLE SEM.

Are we changed or we are changed?

One thing for sure I know, my fats never change wtf *stare away*

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!

Update: T.T I'm still stuck with my account double entries wtf. I want to sleep so much but no time no time no time who willing derma some for me~~~sob T________T Its 2am and my brain still debit credit debit credit =_=

Weekend is coming I'm freaking scare!
Mention several times that my horrible final exam will starts next Tues!!

gosh.

My preparation for account was like half-pail water inside eh.
Next week will have 2 theory paper and 1 @#%%$ account paper.
I keep thinking my account paper comes first and I keep doing those double entry and balance sheet those figure debit credit debit credit @.@ until this afternoon I double check the timetable (countdown bah) WTF I realize that my theory paper comes first!!! 3 more days to memorize??!

I'm so clever =________=


Sigh, my life has no color. oklar, black and white. T______________T


Byeeee.

Time do flies

Less than a week to my final.Duh...

I missed lots of fun like ump National Day?oh...Happy National Day~~ = = who cares anyway.
For me, its a Fireworks-day. XD
I didn't join the fun this year,so no fireworks. But still enjoy though, with princy's bunch of guys. Drinking-joking-eating-joking-drinking.

Wanted to post bout my birthday thingy but no pictures with me >.< my bithday wish didn't come true eh, I wish for a camera lar T___________T why.

Yesterday, 1 sep is our very first,satu,one,ichi year anniversary.
No celebration,no dinner,no present but only me and him. I love his plan.
No,I wont post bout it and only keep it as my secret. ;))))

Too much outing lately and no time for my study. I feel some kind of guilt. >.<
Need to catch up for the neglated one. 3 more to go I guess.

Oh ya,I met Lee Chun Wei (hope I spell his name correctly) the Malaysia badminton guy while I was shopping with princy at Midvally on sunday. No photo to prove lar. Give me a camera lar T_____________T

Haiya, I want more time please. *praying*
Study study study...zzz


T______________________T

Dear me,

Happy Bday to you~~~!!!boo :/

-

I'm emo again wtf.
My final exam is around the corner and I got 6 Subjects to handle this sem T___T

3 more weeks.

I'm now looking at my 6 different subject's notes and I don't know which to start. I think I need to flip the coin wtf. Eh no, I got 6 subj and the coin only have 2 choice lar wtf.
Maybe I should just start all together?T_____T

Emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo
pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms
pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms pms

*Gasp*

Check this out!! Seriously must watch this @.@!!!!!!!!!!!




Can you imagine he is ONLY 6-years old?!!??!!wuuuuuuuuuuooooooooooooooooowwwwwwww
Incredible!!

and this, my favorite of the week *wink*




They are still so great! Happy to know both of them make it to the finale next week.
Awhh, its really hard to decide who will win. I wish Katee will but Joshua does caught my heart more and more throughout the week (>.<). Any who, I love them till max!!Muakzzzzzzzzz~~~~~~~


MoooOOO ps: Thanks so much for those who upload the video.*big wet eye*