She's gone.

but she's in our heart, forever.
I love u po, very much.
and we miss u too.

Thanks god that we have had such a great gramma, and we belives that u're now resting peacefuly in HIS arm now.
I know u will watch over us.

Thank you po for everthing. We know u too loves us so much.
You taught us lots of things. You always told us to share loves and never ask for any return. I will always bear in mind.

Po, I love u.

am Back from Kampung

and my gramma is still...so ill.
will head back again during the weekends. hope she is real fine.

I love u popo, hope u get well soon~ <3

Mixed feeling.

Suppose to have a great holiday at Bali now.

But my popo is in critical situation...so,the plan changed.

Will head to Kampung to see my popo later. Dad, called and told us that popo is weak.

Mixed feeling.

I love my popo. God please please be with her.

GOooing...

Bali tommorrow yay~~~

Exciting mauhahahhahahah

Going to Bali soon :)

5 more days to go~

P/S: Happy 8-moniesary :P Love bear muchie muchy!

Recently...

Being vain.

Loving myself <3

Frust

I've been frustrated and getting emo lately.
and got to fight with my bear more often.
Kinda...empty.

I'm struggling to find my path, my way out.
but the more I struggle, the more I trap in it.
With my own strenght, I could not do anything Right.

I'm not hating my life, nor shouting "FML" but just feeling tired at some point.
Exhausted.

Bear told me he hardly can share things with me now. Not anymore.
That kinda hurt. and he said he always be the one who gives out and Never received any return.

Am I that bad? Never apreciates his love?
fuuh...I'm tired too. The love that I share, I didn't ask for a return.
Why do I need to ask for a retun anyway? I just love him.

Sigh.