Recently...

Being vain.

Loving myself <3

Frust

I've been frustrated and getting emo lately.
and got to fight with my bear more often.
Kinda...empty.

I'm struggling to find my path, my way out.
but the more I struggle, the more I trap in it.
With my own strenght, I could not do anything Right.

I'm not hating my life, nor shouting "FML" but just feeling tired at some point.
Exhausted.

Bear told me he hardly can share things with me now. Not anymore.
That kinda hurt. and he said he always be the one who gives out and Never received any return.

Am I that bad? Never apreciates his love?
fuuh...I'm tired too. The love that I share, I didn't ask for a return.
Why do I need to ask for a retun anyway? I just love him.

Sigh.